I am not my body, nor my mind.
I am not my education, my bank account or my status
I am not my pain or my joy.
I exist ebyond everything
That part of me that knows I exist, it is the most powerful part of me
No one can take it away.
No one owns it
No one can change it.
It is my true self
I exist to be my true self
I exist and that is enough
I have no calling or task or expectation greater
I am me and that is all I need to be
Thursday, 30 May 2013
Tuesday, 28 May 2013
I only see the standing
I have been bullied and a lot in my life.
I ahve been physically humiliated, hurt and degraded by others who were more uncertain of themselves then I was
I have been manipulated, used and made fun of by those who hold more meaness and fear then I had at the time.
I have been lied to, cheated and had my kindness taken advantage of by those who have so much more financial wealth then me but have less self worth.
It is not a competition, nor do I ever really see who has more of anything most of the time.
What I see is people attacking kindness and love and open heartedness, and truth, and honesty and people who have self love.
I see not the bullies, I ignore them if I can. I see the people being bullied. They are the magical ones, the people that will change this world. They are the ones that will progress, show us a new way and open our minds and hearts.
If you have been bullied in your life consider it a confirmation by the universe that you are special (and not in that way that everyone is special, in that you are special among special people).
Stand up and shake those bullies shit off. Stand proud of who you are. Forget them and their attempts to keep you down. Forgive them, they need it.
Stand on your feet. Stand on your own two feet and show us who you are.
Fuck the bullies.... I only look for the people standing, not the ones trying to pull the standing people down.
I ahve been physically humiliated, hurt and degraded by others who were more uncertain of themselves then I was
I have been manipulated, used and made fun of by those who hold more meaness and fear then I had at the time.
I have been lied to, cheated and had my kindness taken advantage of by those who have so much more financial wealth then me but have less self worth.
It is not a competition, nor do I ever really see who has more of anything most of the time.
What I see is people attacking kindness and love and open heartedness, and truth, and honesty and people who have self love.
I see not the bullies, I ignore them if I can. I see the people being bullied. They are the magical ones, the people that will change this world. They are the ones that will progress, show us a new way and open our minds and hearts.
If you have been bullied in your life consider it a confirmation by the universe that you are special (and not in that way that everyone is special, in that you are special among special people).
Stand up and shake those bullies shit off. Stand proud of who you are. Forget them and their attempts to keep you down. Forgive them, they need it.
Stand on your feet. Stand on your own two feet and show us who you are.
Fuck the bullies.... I only look for the people standing, not the ones trying to pull the standing people down.
Monday, 27 May 2013
Manly Sex Talk: GO there...
Wherever you must go, go!!!
Whatever you must do, do!!!
As long as it does not go against someone elses will, go there.
Try it, it will free you, heal you, chalenge you, push you.
Sexuality is such a deep healing experience.
Ignoring your inner desires is not healing yourself
Your lust knows what it wants.
No one shall be intruded upon....
No one shall be forced against their will....
No one shall be tricked...
Then find someone (if you need another) and experience it.
If people around you dont like what you are going to do, then find others who accept you for you. Find people you can talk about it.
At the very least talk about it. You can learn so much about talking about things.
I implore you to go within and experience not what you think is expected of you, but what you want the most deep within you.
Be safe, have fun and open yourself.
Whatever you must do, do!!!
As long as it does not go against someone elses will, go there.
Try it, it will free you, heal you, chalenge you, push you.
Sexuality is such a deep healing experience.
Ignoring your inner desires is not healing yourself
Your lust knows what it wants.
No one shall be intruded upon....
No one shall be forced against their will....
No one shall be tricked...
Then find someone (if you need another) and experience it.
If people around you dont like what you are going to do, then find others who accept you for you. Find people you can talk about it.
At the very least talk about it. You can learn so much about talking about things.
I implore you to go within and experience not what you think is expected of you, but what you want the most deep within you.
Be safe, have fun and open yourself.
Sunday, 26 May 2013
Dear Gratitude
Oh dear Gratitude,
I know you are the bed I wish to lay in. I know that it is with you that I want to spend my hours. I want to fall in love with you dear gratitude. I know how sweet your fruits can taste, how nourishing your embraces are. Oh sweet gratitude, I am working my way to you.
My heart is finite, I can only give you the space I have free. So first I must make room for you. I have to clear out some old friends to make room for you in my heart. It is time to purge what no longer serves me, no mater how good it might have been to me in the past.
Farewell retribution. How you have filled my imagination and channeled my anger. How you have entertained me with scenarios of revenge. How we have conversed in the mirror, in my head, in the car. What might be only if I had the nerve....
Farewell depression. I have felt so comforted by your thick blanket of uncaring. I have felt safe when your dark gray hue passes over my life. How I have given myself permission to cry, be sad, slepp, oh shit how I have slept. I thank you and release you.
Farewell my need to be comfortable. You have saved me and made life seem easier then it was. You have given me reason not to fall flat on my face. You have hidden me from the dangers out there. You have left me alone but safe.
Farewell worry. You have been a bitch to me, a thorn in my side. Worry about too much that I have no control over. You are not my friend, you are released to be free of this inner battle. You win, I give in, now move on and go after someone stronger.
Farewell the need to be strong. I am what I am when I am it. It was nice to believe that I was strong but sometimes I am not.
Farewell to coffee. Ah you sweet black orgasm of power and thrust. You brilliantly dark and deep ass kicker. The reason tog et out of bed, for way to many mornings. Cream and all, I thank you.
Farewell to technology. I can only use so much, the rest distracts me. Thank you for entertaining me but I have a lot of work to do with Gratitude and must let you go now.
This is a start. might make one quarter of the room necessary for gratitude to have the space it needs to do its full dance in my heart. I have more to move out and on, I have more to let go of, I have more to mourn, I have more to release into the wind.
May we all feel more grateful for the world around us, every magical part of every day.
I know you are the bed I wish to lay in. I know that it is with you that I want to spend my hours. I want to fall in love with you dear gratitude. I know how sweet your fruits can taste, how nourishing your embraces are. Oh sweet gratitude, I am working my way to you.
My heart is finite, I can only give you the space I have free. So first I must make room for you. I have to clear out some old friends to make room for you in my heart. It is time to purge what no longer serves me, no mater how good it might have been to me in the past.
Farewell retribution. How you have filled my imagination and channeled my anger. How you have entertained me with scenarios of revenge. How we have conversed in the mirror, in my head, in the car. What might be only if I had the nerve....
Farewell depression. I have felt so comforted by your thick blanket of uncaring. I have felt safe when your dark gray hue passes over my life. How I have given myself permission to cry, be sad, slepp, oh shit how I have slept. I thank you and release you.
Farewell my need to be comfortable. You have saved me and made life seem easier then it was. You have given me reason not to fall flat on my face. You have hidden me from the dangers out there. You have left me alone but safe.
Farewell worry. You have been a bitch to me, a thorn in my side. Worry about too much that I have no control over. You are not my friend, you are released to be free of this inner battle. You win, I give in, now move on and go after someone stronger.
Farewell the need to be strong. I am what I am when I am it. It was nice to believe that I was strong but sometimes I am not.
Farewell to coffee. Ah you sweet black orgasm of power and thrust. You brilliantly dark and deep ass kicker. The reason tog et out of bed, for way to many mornings. Cream and all, I thank you.
Farewell to technology. I can only use so much, the rest distracts me. Thank you for entertaining me but I have a lot of work to do with Gratitude and must let you go now.
This is a start. might make one quarter of the room necessary for gratitude to have the space it needs to do its full dance in my heart. I have more to move out and on, I have more to let go of, I have more to mourn, I have more to release into the wind.
May we all feel more grateful for the world around us, every magical part of every day.
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