Special Announcement

I am here to announce that I am officially declaring that I am John Lennon incarnate....

 

Yep, I embody the spirit of John Lennon.

His soul is my soul.

I feel deeply the peace he sought in this world.

I hold dear the love he wished for everyone.

I struggle passionately to express myself

Read the rest at my website..... (remember that the website has been created with the intention of allowing everyone to add to the conversations. Voice your opinion and thought there.)

http://beautifulshadows1.weebly.com/1/post/2013/02/special-announcement.html

 

I see it

Take a deep breath....

Look out the closest window for a few minutes...

What do you see?

Do you see the sky? Buildings? Trees? Clouds?

I see potential. I see the potential of humans. I see the love in their hearts. I see the brilliant beauty they hold. I see the kindness, the caring and the sharing. I see the dancing everyone can do. I see the song everyone can sing. I see the lights and shadows and see how we can  learn to dance together. Harmonizing our songs. 

Read the rest here:

http://beautifulshadows1.weebly.com/1/post/2013/02/i-see-it.html

I am worth it

We chase dreams. We blame others for their short comings. We complain about the system, the "man", the government. We fight our bosses, the banks, the schools. We compete against ourselves for abundance. We fear being taken advantage of. We protect ourselves from theft, injury, insult or disrespect. We never really feel appreciated, no for long. Kids! Our love is lost, our spouses are lazy, we are lazy, tired and can not seem to get ahead of the game.... I can go on. I think I have heard and lived it all.

I am here to say BULL SHIT!!!! and YOU ARE DYING!!! Together they make the nice little statement, EXCUSES ARE FOR LOSERS!

Read more at my website blog (which I started so people can comment. This is still a labor of love)

http://beautifulshadows1.weebly.com/1/post/2013/02/i-am-worth-it.html

healing story from my mothers womb

Anaïs Nin: “And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom”

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I love my mother, or do I say I loved my mother. It never know what is appropriate. I dont really care anymore. What I know is that the healing story that I have to share is important. I am not sure how to share this. There are so many details and pieces. As always, I will just write and let it out. See where it goes.
 Be honest and clear.

My mother was a good mother. She cared and did her best. She has golden yellow hair, which was not her natural colour. She was a great cook, lots of butter type of cook. She loved to play, laugh and play jokes. 


One April fools, she snuck into all of our bedrooms (I have two siblings) and changed the alarm clocks so they were fast. She got up really early for this. When the time was right she barged into our rooms screaming that we are late for school, we have to move and quick. She sold it, we were all up and at it, dressed faster then normal. When my siblings and I made it to the kitchen there where pancakes, sausages, milkshakes, whip cream and a big sign saying April Fools.

I wasn't the best joke ever but it was perfect and it was my mother's love.


 Her laughter and love kept us all sane.

One day I remember she called us all to her bedroom. I must have been 14. She told us that she had found a lump in her breast and that doctors needed to do more tests. This was before I or most people really talked about Cancer. I had no idea what it meant, so i carried on watching TV or whatever. It wasn't till a few weeks later that i found my mother crying at the kitchen table, shaking. It was just the two of us and I did not know what to do. So I did what she would do and rubbed her head telling her " I love your pretend golden hair". She laughed, looked up at me with makeup everywhere and looked into my eyes some fierce.

"Kevin, listen up. I love you, I always will, no matter what happens. You have such deep penetrating eyes. Keep looking, keep searching"


Read the rest at (you guessed it) my website

http://beautifulshadows1.weebly.com/1/post/2013/02/healing-story-from-my-mothers-womb.html

Transcending our limited relationships

I am of the wolf clan. I have been told and have read over the past 10 years, hundreds of accounts of how a Wolf Clan member can not live and love a Deer Clan member. That the wolfs natural desire to dominate and consume the deer will bee to much for the deer, and the deers desire to run and be invisible will be to little for the wolf.

Bull shit!!!!

Read more at on my new website....

http://beautifulshadows1.weebly.com/blog.html 

5 Habits of Highly Healthy People

In my extensive training, research and experience I have noticed 5 habits that most people who are healthy (as in happy, strong, compassionate, flexible, kind, self loving and adaptable) have 5 habits that I have observed.

These habits are above the normal, eat healthy, exercise and play. They are specific and unique. Strange as it might seem, sometimes the most obscure skill, well practiced, can lead to a healthier lifestyle.

Read the top 5 list on my new site.

http://beautifulshadows1.weebly.com/blog.html

New Website will have all my new blog postings

I have a simple website that I have put up in place of this blog. mostly as a remedy to the problem that you can not comment on this blog.

Please come read and share and post comments at

http://beautifulshadows1.weebly.com/

Thank You for all your support.

Which Doctor House Call: Self Kindness

I could have been kinder to myself over my life time. I could have left an abusive relationship earlier. I could have released myself from any responsibility in my mothers death. I could have recognized my lack of sexual training and experience. I could have understood my sensitivities. I could have accepted myself.

But I did not. I was hard on myself. I was mean to myself. I pushed myself. I was not kind to myself

I will remedy this by being kind. I will accept my imperfections. I will be OK with who I am. I will choose to beleive I am giving it my all, always and forgive all my actions.

I am kind to myself because I deserve it.

Sacred Writings: Balance

All life has death. It is part of the whole process. Its the deal.

All creation has destruction.

All light has darkness

All fear has courage

Everything is just that everything.

Nothing can not exist without something.

I know that there is an emptiness when I honor the light in my life.

I know there is an emptiness when I honor those who exude the light

I know I am missing a huge part of life when I do not honor the angry people in my life

I know there is a deep missing when I do not honor the weaknesses, the insecurities

I be sure to honor every side of the coin.

It is easy to honor the beauty in this world

Ever wonder

What if everything was really just perfect. It we were right on track?

Ever wonder?